leaning on Him

Somedays I am a leader. Somedays I follow. Today I am a leaner. Today I am leaning on The Lord Almighty. To day He will be my portion, my strength. He is my courage, my hope. In less then an hour I am meeting with my Dr. to find out the result to my tests. I have no fear, or anxiety. but I am resting in the Lord. Praying and trusting. Expecting answers. I want answers. I want to know what is wrong with me so we can fix it. Lord I am not coming to asking WHY. Instead I come before your throne, sitting and listening... looking for the WHAT. What do you want to show me through this. What do you want to use me for. What are you trying to show me. How can I bring you glory in and through this ordeal. I am sick. I am not myself and I am leaning on you for the What. Hear me oh Lord. I don't want to just take the pain the meds and call it good. I want to weed out the issue and fix it. I want me health and my life back. Only you can bring me these results and I am trusting in you Lord. Eucharisteo is a greek word meaning grace, thanksgiving and joy. Lord I find my Eucharisteo in you. The Eucharisteo PRECEDES the miracle. So Lord I thank you. I thank you Lord for your power, you plan and your perfect will for my life. I praise you Lord that you have me and my life and my family in your mighty hands. I thank you God for your faithfulness. I praise you God for answers I am going to get from the Dr. today. I thank you that you already know what he is going to say, and you already know the outcome. I don't have to worry, I don't have to questions if everything will be OK because I am resting in you Lord. I am your child and you have great plans for me. Your plan for me is Holy and perfect. I rest in you. I find peace and strength in your covering. I thank you God that you are enough. God I lay down my emptiness and ask you to make it full. I lay down my pain my discomfort praising you that your plan and your desire is to make me whole. I am leaning on you Lord. I thank you that will you will NOT let me fall. Lord I am yours. I love you. Love Traci

We Must Go (God of Justice) - Tim Hughes HD

I am preparing to go to Mexico this weekend to serve on my first missions trip. I was having my quiet time and came across this, it could not be more perfect and inspiring.

Stepping forward, keep us from just singing move us into action, we must go. Freely we've received freely we must go, go and feed the hungry stand beside the hurting. Fill us up and send us out, Lord! We must go, we must go... (this is what hit me and I am praying and repeating to the Lord, I felt His presence and I am looking forward to feeling it again while in Mexico...)

Mexico Missions Trip

We ask that you pray and trust with us. The Lord has put it on my heart to go on my first missions trip. It is a short but sweet one just down to Mexico. But from the moment I heard about the trip the Lord has kept it on my heart. Financially we are in no way able to afford for me to go, but I am trusting that if He wants me there as His hands and feet He will provide a way. Jason has offered to stay home with the kids this time so that I can go and make the most of the experience. I am thoroughly looking forward to how the Lord will make a way. I have a willing heart and I know He will provide as He has time and time again! Please pray with us for the financial provisions for myself and any others who are willing but can not afford to go. Also for the safety of everyone. I have heard nothing positive about the area and the government, but we are in Gods territory! If you have any questions or are even interested in going yourself send me an email I will get you all the info I can. Thank you for being in prayer with us on this exciting opportunity to share Gods love.
Love Traci